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bakugo katsuki // 爆豪勝己 ([personal profile] bakucchan) wrote in [community profile] chinanigans2019-02-19 09:09 pm

"I wish you liked boys, boys, boys"

[The kidnapping had to have been the scariest moment in Bakugo's life.

It only lasted a few hours, but being captive by villains who weren't above killing him if he refused to do what they wanted was absolutely terrifying. And when he was outside, watching All Might struggle to fight against All For One and saw his classmates-- his friends suddenly appear on the scene, Kirishima's hand extended far he didn't even think when he ran after them and grabbed that hand. It... was such a blinding beacon of hope, at that moment, and it was more important to Bakugo than he thought it'd be.

His feelings about the redhead were already.. confusing, honestly. Bakugo's not one for romance or sex or anything of the sort, but sometimes he'd find his mind wander a little bit in the middle of class while he stared at that mess of red hair sitting in class. He's not sure when it started happening, really.. maybe when the two of them were back to back during the attack on USJ. But either way he found himself sometimes overcome with an urge to hold his hand or do something else romantic, but he always shoved those thoughts away. Locked them tight in a box in his heart so they could never surface and ruin everything.

But ever since the kidnapping.. ever since he grasped onto that hand so tightly as if it was the sole thing saving him from drowning, that box opened. Slowly but surely, it opened and he found himself... wanting to be around Kirishima more and more and more.

It started out small, he'd randomly bump into his shoulder when they walked by each other and blame him for being in the way before it gradually turned into him grabbing Kirishima's wrist to drag him around, which grew to him holding his hand when he wanted to take the redhead somewhere which.. turned into him just. Grasping his hand even while the two were standing perfectly still. Kirishima never seemed to care, not even questioning it even when he went as far as to lay his head in Kirishima's lap while Kirishima played video games and for that, Bakugo was grateful. He was grateful he never acknowledged it, because it let Bakugo ignore it as well. Ignore those feelings that spilled out of that box at a rate so fast he couldn't even try to stop. It was like a faucet had been broken and no matter how much duct tape he tried to put over the pipe, it just wouldn't stop flowing.

Though.. there becomes a point where it gets to be too much, without anywhere for that water to go. He felt like the room was full of it and he was starting to drown, but he didn't know how to make it stop. He didn't know what to do.

And while the two of them were sitting in the common room, Bakugo leaning his back against Kirishima's side as the two watched a random romance movie just to have something to do, he suddenly blurts something out that he'll regret immediately afterwards.]


...oi, Kirishima. 'Ya ever thought about kissing another guy before?

[It's a question that surprises even himself and he's grateful that his back is turned to the other boy right now, otherwise he'd be able to see the slightly panicked look in his eyes as if he's worried Kirishima will immediately think he's a creep for asking. But maybe if he just passes it off as calmly as he can, it'll just seem like a random curiosity and nothing with... a motive behind it.]

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