[Bakugo is silent, at that. Because as much as he wants to scream and tell Deku that he's wrong-- that he should have saved them he's... right. He's right, and he hates that he is. There really was no way for him to know about what was happening with his phone silenced, and he didn't ignore them on purpose. Just like with Deku's mom, he felt guilty that he wasn't there to stop it but he couldn't be there a day earlier to witness it happening just like Deku.
It just. Hurts so damn bad when it happens to people close to you. When there could have been a sliver of a chance, but it slipped right out your hands. He just prays his parents didn't die thinking he hated them. Thinking he purposefully ignored the phonecalls despite getting so many of them.]
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[He continues not saying anything, but slowly pulls his fingers out of his hair. He lets his hands fall, picking up the chopsticks again and starts to just. Shovel rice into his mouth as if he were a starving dog, his expression looking angry but there are tears spilling over his cheeks again that he wipes with the back of his hand before returning to his food.]
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[Bakugo is silent, at that. Because as much as he wants to scream and tell Deku that he's wrong-- that he should have saved them he's... right. He's right, and he hates that he is. There really was no way for him to know about what was happening with his phone silenced, and he didn't ignore them on purpose. Just like with Deku's mom, he felt guilty that he wasn't there to stop it but he couldn't be there a day earlier to witness it happening just like Deku.
It just. Hurts so damn bad when it happens to people close to you. When there could have been a sliver of a chance, but it slipped right out your hands. He just prays his parents didn't die thinking he hated them. Thinking he purposefully ignored the phonecalls despite getting so many of them.]
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[He continues not saying anything, but slowly pulls his fingers out of his hair. He lets his hands fall, picking up the chopsticks again and starts to just. Shovel rice into his mouth as if he were a starving dog, his expression looking angry but there are tears spilling over his cheeks again that he wipes with the back of his hand before returning to his food.]