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chinanigans2020-06-01 08:42 pm
mightdoriya) wrote in chinanigans2020-06-01 08:42 pm
BKDK: Exes
[Maybe Izuku had been naive to think that he and Katsuki would have lasted together beyond graduation. He'd been overwhelmed enough by the mere notion that they had gotten together at all, much less that it had lasted for two years. They'd weathered a lot together at this point; a lot of trouble and a lot of fights that they managed to patch over and work through, together. Say what you will about Katsuki, but Izuku cherished the progress they'd made together as friends, if not actual partners. They could actually resolve issues without it becoming a world-ending catastrophy.
But then...graduation came, and Izuku needed to talk to Katsuki about something very important. He just hadn't anticipated the storm it would create that ultimately would cause them to break it off entirely.
They had planned to be hero partners. Or at the very least, they were going to work side-by-side in Japan as they got their feet wet in the hero world. But in the last few months of their school life, Izuku had been talking to All Might intermittently about possibly interning for a while in America, like he had. It would be an insane opportunity, but one that would seperate he and Katsuki for a while...to that end, it wasn't something Izuku just sprung on him at the last second. He brought it up when he and All Might were first discussing it, though assured Katsuki it wasn't set in stone yet, he was just thinking about it...maybe that misunderstanding led Katsuki to believe he wasn't being serious about the internship after all?
Because...when he came to him a month before graduation and brought it up again, letting him know he thought he might really want to do it...that's when things turned ugly.
They fought. It was bad. Katsuki didn't want to hear it and kept accusing Izuku of being wishy-washy and of not being completely up front with him about it to begin with when Izuku had. He didn't hide anything. Izuku didn't want to leave, but it was an opportunity he may never get again. They both had agreed their careers came first, but something about this just hadn't sat right. Izuku could hardly remember exactly how it went, but Katsuki demanded Izuku leave, and he did in tears. After that, they didn't talk. Izuku assumed...they weren't talking, even though nothing to that affect had been said officially.
He knew when he texted Katsuki over and over and got no response. They were done.]
But then...graduation came, and Izuku needed to talk to Katsuki about something very important. He just hadn't anticipated the storm it would create that ultimately would cause them to break it off entirely.
They had planned to be hero partners. Or at the very least, they were going to work side-by-side in Japan as they got their feet wet in the hero world. But in the last few months of their school life, Izuku had been talking to All Might intermittently about possibly interning for a while in America, like he had. It would be an insane opportunity, but one that would seperate he and Katsuki for a while...to that end, it wasn't something Izuku just sprung on him at the last second. He brought it up when he and All Might were first discussing it, though assured Katsuki it wasn't set in stone yet, he was just thinking about it...maybe that misunderstanding led Katsuki to believe he wasn't being serious about the internship after all?
Because...when he came to him a month before graduation and brought it up again, letting him know he thought he might really want to do it...that's when things turned ugly.
They fought. It was bad. Katsuki didn't want to hear it and kept accusing Izuku of being wishy-washy and of not being completely up front with him about it to begin with when Izuku had. He didn't hide anything. Izuku didn't want to leave, but it was an opportunity he may never get again. They both had agreed their careers came first, but something about this just hadn't sat right. Izuku could hardly remember exactly how it went, but Katsuki demanded Izuku leave, and he did in tears. After that, they didn't talk. Izuku assumed...they weren't talking, even though nothing to that affect had been said officially.
He knew when he texted Katsuki over and over and got no response. They were done.]
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[Katsuki sighs, and his hand lingers for a few more seconds until he gingerly pulls it back, realizing that maybe now isn't.. the right time for that just yet.]
I'm still getting over that hurdle. It's embarrassing admitting those stupid feelings, and I didn't want to fight you about it.
Not that it fucking mattered in the end anyway.
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Yeah, I mean. We did fight.
[And it was probably worse than if Katsuki had been like "hey, I'm not okay with this" WAY sooner than he did.]
...I just don't really know what the best thing to do is, now.
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[He offers a smile, before turning his head back forward again and in an attempt to smooth things over, he folds his arms behind his head and flops onto his back on Izuku's mattress.]
I mean, the agency can wait. Don't hurt to get a little more experience first.
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D-do you really mean that?
[Or is he just settling?
Would Katsuki ever settle?]
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[Katsuki closes his eyes, not wanting to see the disbelief on Izuku's face and not wanting him to be able to read if he's being serious or not just by looking at his eyes.]
All Might went to America after he graduated. I'm gonna do that too, but better.
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But now he's realizing it's not him going to America specifically...it's going without him he couldn't take. And sure, he's certain the agency thing is still on his mind as something he wants to do, but...
Izuku shifts a bit, turning around so he's sitting forward again as he pulls nervously at his fingers.]
...does that mean we're...okay?
[He thought they broke up.]
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He's too generous for his own good, Katsuki thinks. But that's a part of him that he absolutely loves-- no, needs. Without him, he's not sure if he would've been able to make such great strides as he had over the years.]
C'mere.
[He reaches an arm out, offering a space for him to lay next to him if he wishes.]
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He does hesitate, but it's oly for a moment. After that, Izuku shifts, moving to lay down beside Katsuki. He isn't touching him- yet- just laying in the space provided.]
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...I love you, you damn nerd. I'm so fucking sorry.
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Much less apologize more than once in the same sitting.
Before he inevitably starts to cry, Izuku wraps both of his arms around Katsuki, both of them basically cradling the back of his head to hold him closer, his cheek buried in fluffy blonde hair.]
I l-love you too...I'm sorry.
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[Katsuki laughs a little under his breath at it, but the truth is... he might be too. It's probably obvious by the slight dampness against his shirt, but it just feels good to let it out quietly like this.]
I THOUGHT THIS SENT FUCKING-
[It's asked quietly, almost inaudibly as he squeezes him a little, pulling his head closer.]
I...thought I lost you.
HOMOPHOBIA
[There's still that heavy, stinging pain clinging to his chest, but it feels a little lighter now knowing that they can make it work. That it's not the end all be all.]
I'll make it up to you. And that ain't a promise, it's a threat.
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A threat, huh...h-how do you plan to do that, exactly?
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[Honestly. He has no idea at the moment. So he's silent as his brain tries to wrack of anything that could even remotely break the tension permanently.
The only thing he can think of off the bat is more affection, so his hand drifts down to the bottom of Izuku's shirt, lifting it up to expose his abs....
And he blows a big raspberry on his stomach.]
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Kacchan!!
[Izuku...accidentally screams (sorry Inko, it's not what you think) when Katsuki suddenly goes for his throat metaphorically, blowing a raspberry on his stomach when he was certain he was about to do something else entirely. He bursts into a fit of uncontrollable giggles, grabbing at his hair, lightly, to try and force his head away.]
Sto-sto-ho-p!!
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But still, ow.]
N-noo! Aa-ahh!
sceene katsuki voice: smexi time rawr X3
Katsuki does pause though, when he hears the front door close, and he stares towards the front of the house until he hears her steps get smaller, and smaller, until he can barely hear them at all.
And then he smirks at Izuku, and reaches to hook a finger into the band of his pants, around his waist.]
I hate this
Wa-wait, mom's still home...
no u dont
[Katsuki gently grabs Izuku's hand with his free one, tugging it a little to coax him into letting go.]
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[Shut the fuck up Katsuki you know he was DISTRACTED.
Izuku stutters silent after he says that though, hesitating for a second longer before he lets his wrist go.]
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Katsuki's expression softens though, into something that looks less teasing as before and more.. adoring. He really missed Izuku, and he was so scared of losing him one way or another after that fight. So he feels so incredibly relieved right now.
So, after a couple of seconds of lingering, Katsuki lets go of his waist band and shifts his position, moving to straddle his hips between his thighs. He leans over, and kisses him.]
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